Hour 9: the feeling of helplessness (#LukeIsBorn)

We’ll soon be in hour 10 of Luke’s birth. So far there has been a
computer malfunction, a 47 minute epidural application, an error in
epidural application (chances of this ~1%) and 1 change of nurse shift.
off to sleep. During all of the above, I’ve been able to offer nothing more than
moral support and a head rub. All of this serves to emphasize how
helpless a guy can feel during this entire experience. Especially a guy who thrives on fixing things. I was about 3 seconds
from pulling the IT girl off the ladder and fixing the computer
myself. At least then I could have felt slightly less useless.
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